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	2012.02.27  20.23 my life I know you normally start with an introduction, but I did(or found) something rather interesting the other day. I found in the parking lot. Right on the floor, and picked it up as if it was nothing. I quickly/carefully shoved it in my bag before my mother saw it. It was odd really. To find that odd,small,silver object. and of all place on the parking lot floor. I examined it carefully everywhere I went and was carefully enough to keep it from mom. Yesterday, i took and old jewelry case and went to the bathroom with the tiny object and examined it futher. It was sharp the edge and every where I pressed it against, erriated. That night i shoved it in the box and covered it with the cover, left the necklace out of place so there would be no reason to lift it up. It was a tiny blade. And now I'm lost.

	2011.12.29  03.14 Late Night Dancing *Still in edit mode* Alfons scrubbed the kitchen counter absent mindedly. For tonight he had his mind else where, he wasn't really paying attention to the mark on the kitchen counter he've been repeatedly scrubbing for the past ten minutes For tonight his mind was set elsewhere, it was set on Edward Elric, to be precise, it was set on the things Edward Elric had promised to do to him that night. The things he had whispered earlier into his ear while Al had been in his bedroom reading and Edward had Alfons pinned against the wall, thigh between his legs spreading them far apart, rubbing his thigh against his crouch whispering all the dreadfully delightful things he'd do to him that night. How'd he get Al out of the house and them fuck him senseless. No, that couldn't be right, he'd make love to him until Alfons would collapse on the bed from pure exhaustion. Yes, they never fuck, they made sweet, tender love. Oh, and how Ed would go down hard on him tonight. He wasn't ready, no but he wanted Edward so bad. Everything promised,how he'd he would use those suspenders to tie him to the bed while he would get hot wax and... *UGGHH* It was all to much! He couldn't wait he wanted Edward now!

	2011.10.24  20.05 Die Scheiße, die ich für Edward Author:ravendarkfire12 Rating:M(mature no smut, but def. no fluff) Genre:Romance,Humor Pairing:EdxAlfons Warning:BoyxBoy+we got light spoilers Disclaimer:You know, I always wanted to make this things interesting, so here it is. Mich:Yo, Hiromu Arakawa, do I own Fma Hiromu Arakawa:いいえ、ない ！私は私の努力と創造性から FMA を作成.* 何とか(blah) *. And there you have it,I do not own FMA.My story kinda crack+It's sorta sucks... You know it's love when you want to keep holding hands even after you're sweaty. -- Anonymous "Alfons watta ya do-do-doin, up hurm?" Edward asked in a very inaudible tone from a distance.He was standing in the bedroom doorway and the first three buttons of his shirt undone.He casually strolled over and leant on my chair.Hands firm resting on the back of my chair, arms straightly striff.The smell of alcohol lingered in his breathe.Porbably whiskey, or one for those strong accoholic beverages. "Evrone, downstair...you shoulda, come down wit us." Oh and he was heavy with the alcohol too. He drank over just the limited of calmly drunk and just about ended on overdose.He hadn't always been like this.The alcohol yes, but the publicity wasn't his fortay.He was usually silent and stayed with me during all the outings.It use to drive me crazy, the closeness, the suspecting...I was sure Edward would never be able to drink again after my death.But it seems when his brother had returned and they found him in Noah's arms,dead,Edward seemed determined to do anything to bring me back,and he had.After the burial, well, things had happened he told me as he pulled me out of that dreadful coffin.But that wasn't the point.I'd go on about how I got back here today and ignore the fact that Edward was standing over me humming,looking quiet delicious actually.The way he hung loosely over my chair beginning to suckle at my neck and earlobe moaning my name in a quiet teasing fashion.His top three buttons of his shirt,loose and unbuttoned,revealing a scar or two on his chest,he's well-built muscular chest, tan and strong, smooth on surface for prior expericence.The way his cheeks were a burning a furious rosy color due to the alcohol burning his face. I tilled my head back bluntly, giving my lover better access to my neck, forgetting that there were people downstairs and that love bits may show. I moaned as he grunted an "Fons".Fuck I wanted to flip my chair over throw him against the desk and fuck him with every ounce of passion I have for him.I was ready to brutally loose what little control I have right now.Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck... "BUMSEN!" my failed attempt at a yell turning into a yelp. The eventually drowned out by the conversations happening down satirs. It wasn't like I was being greedy.After all we hadn't has sex in 4 months sense his brother arrived.His little brother.The soucre in lack of sexually contact with my blessed golden angel. Edward let out a trampy little giggle, he's breathe gently tickling my neck.{I consider anything remotely feminine to be trampy, therefore he's giggle was trampy}"Oh, Heidy, my lovf, why don't you cumm, downstars...," giggling all the way. He then resumed to sucking my neck strongly determined to leave a mark, working awfully hard but I'm guessing he brain couldn't keep up with his lips.Those cherry covered lips... what were they doing downstairs? "Ich wusste nicht, dass Sie ein geselliger Mensch waren ." Heiderich gasped as Edward finally decided to bite,forgetting which language to speak. Edward drew out a long hiss before withdrawing from my neck giving it one last lick "Hei-Hei-Heidy, baby, you know I ti-tink it's sexy when you speak german" Edward eyes and voice dropping to a whining state.I shifted in my chair to look at him.He left one hand from the chair to start playing with a nipple threw the fabric of his shirt. "Gott Edward" I hissed back.He's playing with himself right in front of me. Damnit. His mouth wide open as he leisured himself, tongue peeping out of his mouth to lick his upper lip.Eye lust lite, cheeks burning... as if mine weren't. I licked my own lips at the sight as my crotch area started to arousal, founrtanly enough blood to go around.I pressed my hand firmly down on it, giving it the pressure it needed. Still not taking my eyes off Edward watching his hands start to slid down the fabric pulling at his belt buckle. "Damn, Heidy, it jus, you jus-, mke me so amn, sexual..." he pause frustrated with the belt. I was too." You-you got mea playin wit myself, jus tinkin 'bout you" A moaned escaped my mouth, I hate it when Ed's drunk, but I love the drunk sex all the more. Foreplay, so-so... *ugh* Why can't I describe it! "Edward, stop" I said finally registering that I knew how to speak english. Edward whinned when I try to withdraw his hand. "Nahy!" Edward yelled drawing back.He soon became fustrated and stuck his hand down his pants dispite the fact it was difficult to put in. "Ed...ward." I moaned soon getting up and take his hands out of his pants, taking note my erection just got harder. I pushed down even fimer and hissed, Edward's hand wrapped in mind, his eyes lust lite.I was just about to do my earlier intentions when the door suddenly opened and outside late shown through. "Brother,Heiderich-san." The little Elric said opening the door eye adjusting to the darken room. Lucky Ed's brain was working fast enough to register that he's brother was here and our little secret was untold to him. Al finally bother to turn on the light seen his brother flushed{which I'm guessing he didn't assume much because of the alcohol and me with my hand on my lap.{at less that's what it looked like}. "Summin' wrong Al." Ed asked casually drunk. As if nothing happened. "No brother, just checking up on you guys. Are you coming down?" Al asked eyeing us both.I stretch a quick glance at my crotch, I hope Al didn't notice. Ed slapped me on my ass an laughed."Th'a'boy". I laughed with him, eyeing him widly. Lucky his brother was messing with the lights. Ed gave me a quick kiss and headed off.I heared his little brother mumble something about me being a vampire as they left.I giggled softly to myself. Al Elric ruining the day, again. German translations: *Ich wusste nicht, dass Sie ein geselliger Mensch waren:I didn't know that you were a sociable person *Bumsen:Fuck Mood: geeky Music: none right now

	2011.10.19  14.32 Intermission Title:Intermission Author:ravendarkfire12 Rating:M-Mature.I guess,well be mature about it and we'll find out. Genre:Romance...humor too? Pairing:EdxAlfons Warning:BoyxBoy,and I mean boyXboy(no spoilers well if you don't know Heiderich we have an issue...) Disclaimer:Wow,you don't know?I brought FMA on E-bay last night,now only FMA:Brotherhood is left. Summary:Quick drabble no shorter than a paragragh(possiably no longer) Somethings said so should be left undone.Somethings done should've be said first. -- Anonymous(honest with you I made that up.) "AL!" Edward called from the kitchen.The sun barely rose up behind the thick polluted clouds and the coffee kettle hummed in the background.He seemed to be the only one in the world wake on this grim morning and it was driving Edward mad surely Al had to be up by now. "AL!" he called again from the kitchen.{I'm starving is no one awake yet?} "Alphonse Elric!" "WHAT!?" replied a voice from upstairs followed by the pitter 'patter of footsteps. "Your not my little brother.Where's Al?" Ed was a bit disappointed to see Alfons come down the stairs instead of his little brother. "Sleeping,let the child sleep." Alfons spoke with a wearily tone.He was usually the first one to get up(actually Al and Alfons were the only ones to get up this early.)"What are you doing up anyway's?"Alfons finished. "Don't know" Ed said as he prepared a cup of coffee for him and Alfons."Being bored I guess.I couldn't go back to sleep" Alfons gave Edward the "are you serious look" and Ed only smiled in response. Edward poured the kettle water* to make a cup of coffee and settled it down in the sink.Alfons crept around the table and stop to lean on the kitchen counter across from were Edward was at.Ed was still pouring thee water and Alfons let his eyes wander down Edward's back-sidded.He licked his lips in total like and planned out what he was going to do to make Edward feel fantastic this morning this morning, that will have him thinking about Alfons the whole afternoon. Edward put down the kettle and as he was about to turn around to face Alfons. "What are you plotting?" Edward said as he took a sip of his coffee, then place the cup back on the sleck counter top. Alfons simply eyed him with the thiness smile as he pounced unto Edward flipped him over so that his crotch area was rubbing firmly against Edward's ass.Edward withered and trashed about in the as he was suddenly pin to the counter, both hands places firmly behind his back. "Al-Alfons"Edward stammered. Alfons looked at him with lust-lite eyes. "Hmmmmmm?" he replied. Edward squirmed uncomfortably against the counter-top. Alfons bent over to nibble on Ed's neck the boy underneath him moaned. "Wh-Wh-What if Al c-c-comes down he-her-AHH!" Edward screeched out when Alfons found the sensitive spot on his neck. "Just wanna send you to work happy."Alfons hummed above him. A pink tint took over Edward cheeks.It wasn't like Alfons to attack like this,well maybe it was but he always did it with Al out of the house.He's never been so bold. "Did I ever tell you,you got a girls ass?" Alfons marked predatorily over Edward while he began to unbuckle his boyfriend's pants. "EEKKK!!"Al yelled from the annex to that hallway interrupted both boys actions.Both boys whipped there heads around to see Al awake and wide-eyed in the doorway. "Al?"Edward said trying to rid of the even deeper blush on his cheeks and Alfons who was still on his back. Alfons finally managed to get out release Edward,trying to hid the obvious bulge in his pants. "Al,we were just,"Edward began fixing his position as he too try to rid of the obvious bulge begging for contact in his pants."um...well we were-"Edward try to finish before Al interrupted him. *o~o* +A/N:You guys do know though that I make this up as I go along.I can't write this stuff down b/c someone might find it then, I'm dead. *I don't know what the use to make coffee back then Mood: cheerful Music: Jamaican Dance~ Konshens

	2011.09.01  15.38 Dream of the sick Author:ravendarkfire12 Rating:PG~ish(really unsure) Genre:Romance? Pairing:EdxAlfons Warning:BoyxBoy(no spoilers well if you don't know Heiderich we have an issue),Well slight spoilers Disclaimer:I only own Alfons due to the fact were married(and yes I know he's been running around with Edward) Summary:His face always lite up when he spoke of his dreams. *Author's note:Hi!Um...well what do you think this is my first journal entry.King of sapp~ish and poorly written.I know,well like I said my first so I'm new just comment on how I did.Plz~ ~Dream of the sick~ Love comforteth like sunshine after rain. - William Shakespeare - His face always lite up when he spoke of his dreams. "One day we'll be able to send men in space.You just wait and see!" Such determination. "This is it,these blue prints will be the last." Such hope. "And once I do this I'll send you home to your brother,it will all work out for the better of each other." Such deception. Alfons was dying and Edward knew it.He knew that Alfons had been sneaking out of work to go to appointed visits with countless doctors.He knew that Alfons kept his medicine top left cabinet,third shelf out of Edward's reach(damn man,had to rub it in didn't he?).Alfons had wanted to send Edward home so he wouldn't watch him die.So he can happy with his little brother and forget about him.After all that's what Ed wanted didn't he?Alfons wanted to wither away slowly and painfully,alone not accompanied with his lover. Edward had wanted to go home too.He missed his little brother back in Ametris.Back to his home surrounded by the people he loved,but he also wanted to bring Alfons with him.He could never let go of Alfons,even if this was just a silly dream.Alfons felt real and he wanted him to be a reality.To go home to Al in Ametris and have his lover with him,in home with better doctors, after going through the depths of hell this will be just the heaven he desevres. "You know I love you right?"Edward said looking up from his textbook,suddenly breaking the room's silence,hoping to get the answer he wants. Alfons looked away from his blueprints quickly checking to see if anyone was around.Nope no one in sight. "Alfons I'm talking to you,you dope." Ed barked.Golden eyes staring heatedly at Alfons flickering with slight worry. "Of course,I know that." Weather its a reply to his question or his snappy remark was up for debate. "You know what?" "Ed..."his voice lowering to a whisper"this is a public place,that talk can get you in trouble around here." Why?Why was everything he ever wanted forbidden?It was just another form of love. Another gesture to pure happiness.Damn the worlds and it's societies for being so judge mental.Love was love were was there right to judge it. Edward didn't respond,he looked back down at his textbook not really reading the passage.Just staring at the blank words on the page, unsure if they really were there.How can even claim this as a reality? Silence overruled Alfons and he caved in."I love you too Edward and I always will,now stop being so weird and bringing up random things at the wrong time." Edward didn't look up.He couldn't bring himself to respond to that. Another moment of bitter silence before Alfons spoke again "What's wrong now Ed?" Edward still didn't look up.What's wrong?What's wrong with me is that you won't tell me that your dying a slow and painful death,what's wrong with me is that I'm watch you die like this and there's nothing I could do about it!That's what's fucking wrong with me!All to be said silently in his head never to be spoken.Why?Alfons please just say your dying, stop keeping such heavy secrets.Trust me Alfons please I love you,even if you said it first. "Nothing." Ed's reply was dry and quiet,so very unbelievable. "Ed,you've gotten silent."It was Alfon's turn to get worried. "Look I said nothings wrong right?Maybe I'm just quiet 'cause I'm reading,ever though of that?"He didn't mean to sound nasty.Or at least he didn't try to. Alfons face changed,surprise and confusion swept his face. Edward honestly hated this little game they were playing.It was emotional and nerve wrecking and Edward didn't want to have to worry.He wanted Alfons to be happy.Happy and okay,trusting Edward above all. Edward put down his textbook leaned over and kissed him.Alfons watched silently as he let his lover do such.He felt his cheeks flushed and closed his eyes not to care anymore if anyone was around to see them.Alfons leaned back against Edwards kiss and slipped his tongue out of his mouth to deepen it. Willingly Edward opened his mouth slightly and excepted the wet tip past his lips and into his mouth.Edward,moving his as well to go into his partners mouth. A sudden moan slipped past Alfons lips as a moment past.Alfons parting the kiss Edward hissed unhappy. "We'll continue that when we get home."Aflons rang with a slick grin crossing his face. Tell me your okay at least,tell me not to worry and maybe I'll go home with one less worry about my head. Mood: ecstatic Music: Hold my hand~Micheal Jackson